Rambling to pass the time

I completely forgot how hard this 2ww stuff is. And it didn't help this morning when FF finally detected ovulation...on CD19!!! So instead of being 4DPO today I actually crawled backwards in time to 3DPO. It's like that s!mpsons episode when b@rt is watching the clock at school and it starts ticking backwards. Hilarious.

I'm not sure I agree w/ FF's interpretation of my data, 19DPO seems really late. I've never Oed that late. Personally, I think it could've been as early as 16, also could have been at 18 and let's hope so. Because a CD19 O day would leave me with a 10-11 day LP. Which is not necessarily enough for my taste. I'm not too worried about a LP defect since I did get pg that once (and then there was that maybe-chemical...) but maybe I'm being naive. Didn't I swear I was breaking up w/ FF a few posts ago? When will I learn?

I think I persist because I need to have some participation in this waiting process, and of course because it allows me to record symptoms which will be helpful in the future. I think it's mostly psychological. Speaking of symptoms, I have zero. Not that anyone (including me) is counting at this point. At THREE DPO.

FF recommends that I test Nov. 20. Are they high?

Wanted to report also that DH is being particularly cute lately. He's asked twice when we find out if I got pregnant. Two weeks I said. He thought that was a long time. No doubt.